Do you ever feel like a fake? Like you are pretending to be something you aren’t? To look like you are good at something when you’re not?
Sometimes when it comes to climbing and yoga, it feels like I have all the right gear, the clothes and the equipment, but I don’t deserve to wear them or use them.
I feel like a bit of a fraud.
Especially on a weak climbing day where I spend most of the evening socialising and chatting rather than climbing. (although to be fair this is a well known trait of a climber)
It seems to be getting harder and harder to re-focus myself. To tell myself it’s not a competition. I can be a beginner for as long as I want, as long as I allow myself to be.
Sometimes we all get in a bit of a funk and the Three Footed Yogi seems to be right there at the moment.
At times like this we need to take a moment to sit and refocus. Find the positivity, focus on the here and now, search out the gratefulness.
Unfortunately finding the time to do this is proving a challenge in itself.
However, I see new high heel shoes in the near future, that will surely help……